Then my marriage imploded. The discovery of my husband’s acting out was literally center stage. He was the worship leader. He had an affair with one of my closest friends and spiritual mentors who was also on the worship team. He sexted or tried sexting with other women in the church, also close friends.
He was always on his phone and our sex life seemed more of a chore to him. I felt so rejected. I reasoned he must be comparing me to all those women prior to me. That I was inexperienced, and he was bored with me. He would tell me I placed too much emphasis on sex and that it wasn’t fair to him.Continue reading